My first blowjob

This video of Rachel Kramer Bussel reading an excerpt from an essay she wrote inspired me to write about giving my very first blowjob.

I was 17 and I met Matthew through a friend who went to the other high school in town. I could tell the moment we met that he was attracted to me. Matthew had this way of looking at me like I was the only person in the room. Like he could hardly keep himself from ripping my clothes off. I’d been hanging out with him for a couple months and I wanted him. I was also really attracted to his girlfriend, Carrie. Soon after we met we started spending most weekends together at Matthew’s getting high and watching Adult Swim.

One night I joined Matthew and Carrie at a party. Matthew told me he was going to get me high so we went back to Carrie’s house. We smoked in the car and when we got to the house Matthew brought in 4 huge bottles of some cheap strawberry or peach wine. We sat on Carrie’s bedroom floor in a circle and drank it all. Tipsy, we climbed up onto the bed and soon I was kissing Carrie’s stomach. She was moaning and Matthew had his hand on the back of my head pulling my hair slightly. I love having my hair pulled. I slid Carrie’s pajama pants down past her ass and buried my face into her furry cunt. I had never done this. I was panicking on the inside but outwardly I lapped at her pussy like I’d done it a million times before.

As I was fucking Carrie with my mouth, I reached to feel Matthew’s cock. It was hard and pressed tightly against the seam of the girl jeans he was wearing. He always wore girl jeans. As I rubbed his cock through his jeans, Carrie began to buckle with orgasm against my face. I was pleased as punch with myself. Carrie dozed off in a post coital haze and I started to feel a little sick.

I rushed to the bathroom and Matthew followed me. False alarm. Matthew got me some water as I tried to regain composure. There he was again though, looking at me like he wanted me in the fiercest way. So I did it, I unbuttoned his girl jeans and pulled his cock out of his pants. It was exquisite. I bent down and licked the circumference of its head focusing on the underside (I read a lot of Cosmo). He moaned and grabbed at my hair, pulling softly at first, then pushing my mouth down over the length of his cock.

I was nervous that I was going to do something wrong. Hurt him in some way, but his moans assured me that I was doing everything correctly. I sucked and licked and loved every minute of it. I heard him grunt as he grabbed my head and came into my mouth. The taste shocked me and since I was afraid of getting sick I spit out his load into the toilet. He buttoned up and we joined Carrie in the other room and went to sleep.